Reading a quote out loud

So when I went to my speech therapist on another day than usual in a different room where I could see the old buildings across the street being shined on by the low hanging winter sun I read out the right thing.

Reading always is a experience of getting the right train at the right train and maybe / hopefully it gets you to someplace you want to be. Often when a book does not spark my interest or one I read earlier I can see how I could like(d) it on a different day.

So my speech therapist gives me a book with 300! Quotes about getting up and having courage and blablbla. Your typical you are wonderful and darkness will perish. So after she instructed me to look for a couple sentences I found on that basically said: "You want to be better and improve but that gets tiring and to be honest tell yourself "you are enough"".

And I read that while me theme for march is not one of getting my shit together but instead of I am enough. That's the reason why it hit so hard as I am at a point where I read too many self help books and relect fictional stories to my own live sometimes with envy about friends or the calm state of mind but this month I try to just be enough and be how I am. This is not a solution but the base from which I can improve and follow the train of thought I want to follow.

Writing this on the subway which has a view of the harbor right now. (It's cloudy a little cold and this is my last stop)

Best regards ~Mossy